You've Done The Work.
So Why Do You Still Feel Stuck?
You've Done The Work.
So Why Do You Still Feel Stuck?
For people ready to move through what’s resurfaced — integrating the psychological and spiritual with
You’ve read the books.
You’ve been to therapy.
You’ve done the breathwork, the journaling, the inner child work.
And it helped. It really did.
But now you’re here again—facing something that won’t budge. Depression that feels different this time. Anxiety that your old tools can’t quite touch. Grief that sits heavy in your heart, unmoved by anything you try.
And the most disorienting part?
You’re not avoiding the feelings. You’re trying to meet them. But something’s different now. You feel lost. Stuck. Numb. Uncertain.
And this level requires something more than what got you here.
The Missing Pieces: Integration and Descent
Here’s what most people don’t talk about:
Psychology and spirituality are usually treated as separate paths.
You go to therapy for your trauma.
You go to your spiritual practice for your growth.
But your psyche doesn’t live in one room and your soul in another. They’re interwoven. And when you try to heal one without the other, you hit a ceiling.
Here's the other thing nobody tells you:
The first phase of growth was an ascent. You climbed. You pushed. You made things happen. You built an identity around being someone who does the work.
But this next phase? It's a descent.
And descent doesn’t respond to pushing. It asks you to let go—especially of the identities that got you here but can’t take you further.
This is why it feels so disorienting.
Descent requires surrender, not strategy. It asks you to release control in a culture that taught you control equals safety.
And it demands you integrate both the psychological and the spiritual—because you can’t think your way through a sacred unraveling, and you can’t meditate away what needs to be metabolized in your body and psyche.
The Missing Pieces: Integration and Descent
Here’s what most people don’t talk about:
Psychology and spirituality are usually treated as separate paths.
You go to therapy for your trauma.
You go to your spiritual practice for your growth.
But your psyche doesn’t live in one room and your soul in another. They’re interwoven. And when you try to heal one without the other, you hit a ceiling.
Here's the other thing nobody tells you:
The first phase of growth was an ascent. You climbed. You pushed. You made things happen. You built an identity around being someone who does the work.
But this next phase? It's a descent.
And descent doesn’t respond to pushing. It asks you to let go—especially of the identities that got you here but can’t take you further.
This is why it feels so disorienting.
Descent requires surrender, not strategy. It asks you to release control in a culture that taught you control equals safety.
And it demands you integrate both the psychological and the spiritual—because you can’t think your way through a sacred unraveling, and you can’t meditate away what needs to be metabolized in your body and psyche.
This Isn't Traditional Therapy. And It's Not Another Spiritual Program.
Eyes Wide Open is a private podcast series for people who recognize they’re in a descent—and are ready to stop fighting it.
This is where the psychological meets the spiritual. Where you stop pathologizing your unraveling and start trusting it. Where you learn to move through what’s resurfacing without clinging to who you used to be.
If you are ready to meet yourself in the dark, with both courage and consciousness, you are invited to
Inside Eyes Wide Open, you'll explore the following private podcast topics:
💫 When You’re Ready To Live With Eyes Wide Open
Because this isn’t your first round of growth, you are ready for this next level of deepening the love you are through being willing to challenge your mind to awaken from the patterns that limit you. You are answering the call…Don’t Go Back to Sleep.
💫 When You’re Ready To Move Through Depression With Eyes Wide Open
Not the depression you had five years ago. The one you’re facing now—as someone who’s done the work but is experiencing a new level of heartbreak and disillusionment, as you struggle to make sense of yourself and life.
💫 When You’re Ready To Move Through Anxiety With Eyes Wide Open
When your nervous system is screaming and all your regulation techniques suddenly feel useless—and you’re left wondering what’s wrong with you because you still can’t seem to find solid ground.
💫 When You’re Ready To Move Through Sensitivity With Eyes Wide Open
When being empathic and aware keeps you exhausted, limited, and hiding—and you’re ready to metabolize your sensitivity to embody more of your innate wisdom and power. This requires being willing to address the shadow side of sensitivity that often includes gaslighting ourselves and others from our true strength.
💫 When You’re Ready To Move Through Rage With Eyes Wide Open
The anger that’s been simmering beneath the surface—erupting in moments that shock even you. The rage that comes when you know you’re being called to step into more but feel blocked from fully expressing it. When the unfairness of life collides with your unexpressed truth.
💫 When You’re Ready To Move Through Grief With Eyes Wide Open
The kind of loss that doesn’t get tied up neatly. The kind that changes you. The kind you have to walk through, not around—with both your broken heart and your unshakeable knowing.
This Is For You If:
- You’ve already done significant therapy, healing work, or spiritual practice
- The tools that once worked for you—therapy techniques, spiritual practices, or both—aren’t working the same way anymore
- You feel lost, stuck, numb, or uncertain despite having done “all the right things”
- You’re ready to take full responsibility for your inner landscape
- You want guidance that respects your wisdom, your journey, and your capacity to hold complexity
This Is NOT For You If:
- You’re new to inner work or just beginning therapy or spiritual exploration
- You’re looking for someone to fix you or give you the answers
- You want surface-level strategies or feel-good platitudes
- You’re not willing to feel what’s resurfacing—even when it’s uncomfortable, confusing, or doesn’t make logical sense
How It Works:
This is a private podcast series—delivered directly to you over 30 days.
You’ll receive one episode every 6 days, giving you time to truly digest, integrate, and sit with what’s emerging before moving to the next.
This isn’t a binge-and-forget program. This is deep work that needs space to integrate within you.
Each episode goes deep into one emotional experience, offering insight, permission, and perspective for people who are ready to integrate the psychological and spiritual and stop unconsciously abandoning themselves at the threshold of transformation.
No fluff. No filler. Just the conversations you’ve been waiting to have—at a pace that honors the descent.
BONUSES
Receive two powerful integration tools with each episode designed to deepen your experience and support lasting transformation.
Threshold Reflections:
Go beyond surface-level understanding into the territory of true self-gnosis. Each episode includes carefully crafted journaling questions that guide you into your inner heart’s knowing—the place where your deepest wisdom lives. These aren’t generic prompts. They’re designed specifically for each emotional landscape you’re exploring, helping you access insights that thinking alone can’t reach.
Emotional Empowerment Embodiment Exercises:
Your body holds wisdom your mind hasn’t learned to translate yet. Each episode includes a uniquely created embodiment practice that allows your body’s intelligence to integrate with your heart’s knowing. Because transformation isn’t just understood—it needs to be felt, moved through, and lived in your bones and being. These practices help you metabolize what’s emerging, rather than just intellectualizing it.
$222
Instant access. Private feed. Yours to keep.
7-Day Money-Back Guarantee:
Experience the first two episodes. If this work isn’t resonating, simply email within 7 days for a full refund. No questions asked.
Hi, I’m Michelle
You already know this work isn’t about adding more tools to your toolbox. It’s about learning to trust yourself at a depth you haven’t accessed yet—where the psychological meets the spiritual, and you finally stop splitting yourself in two.
As a psychotherapist and priestess, I’ve integrated both worlds to provide the deeper understanding I wish I had during my own sacred descent. For over two decades, I’ve helped thousands shift their most painful feelings into their greatest allies by aligning emotional energy with mind, body, and spirit. This integration has been the key to helping people who felt permanently stuck finally move forward.
This work isn’t for everyone, and that’s by design. But if you’ve read this far, some part of you already knows whether it’s for you.
Trust that knowing.
Hi, I’m Michelle
You already know this work isn’t about adding more tools to your toolbox. It’s about learning to trust yourself at a depth you haven’t accessed yet—where the psychological meets the spiritual, and you finally stop splitting yourself in two.
As a psychotherapist and priestess, I’ve integrated both worlds to provide the deeper understanding I wish I had during my own sacred descent. For over two decades, I’ve helped thousands shift their most painful feelings into their greatest allies by aligning emotional energy with mind, body, and spirit. This integration has been the key to helping people who felt permanently stuck finally move forward.
This work isn’t for everyone, and that’s by design. But if you’ve read this far, some part of you already knows whether it’s for you.
Trust that knowing.