You've Done The Work.
So Why Do You Still Feel Stuck?
For spiritual seekers ready to integrate the psychological and spiritual with
You've Done The Work.
So Why Do You Still Feel Stuck?
For spiritual seekers ready to integrate the psychological and spiritual with
You’ve read the books.
You’ve been to therapy.
You’ve done the breathwork, the journaling, the inner child work.
But this time, there’s something different.
These same negative feelings are arising, but underneath them you hear a whisper saying…
I AM meant for more.
Then your mind jumps in with its usual question — “But how?” — and instantly you’re pulled back into the spiral.
Feeling everything.
Trying everything.
And wondering why nothing is shifting.
Because this time, the old tools aren’t failing you — they’re simply not designed for the layer you’ve reached.
When the practices that once helped you reconnect to your light stop working, it’s not a setback.
It’s a sign.
A sign you’re entering the next phase of your journey — one where you’re being invited to embody love and truth in a way your mind can’t strategize, only experience.
This is the moment your growth stops being conceptual and starts becoming embodied.
You’ve been to therapy.
You’ve done the breathwork, the journaling, the inner child work.
But this time, there’s something different.
These same negative feelings are arising, but underneath them you hear a whisper saying…
I AM meant for more.
Then your mind jumps in with its usual question — “But how?” — and instantly you’re pulled back into the spiral.
Feeling everything.
Trying everything.
And wondering why nothing is shifting.
Because this time, the old tools aren’t failing you — they’re simply not designed for the layer you’ve reached.
When the practices that once helped you reconnect to your light stop working, it’s not a setback.
It’s a sign.
A sign you’re entering the next phase of your journey — one where you’re being invited to embody love and truth in a way your mind can’t strategize, only experience.
This is the moment your growth stops being conceptual and starts becoming embodied.
Enter into a deeper relationship with your own inner wisdom
This next phase you’re being guided into isn’t about doing more work — it’s about entering a deeper relationship with your own inner wisdom.
It asks for your willingness to meet the feelings, stories, and patterns that still arise… but to see them through your heart, not your ego.
Because this stage of your journey requires a different kind of understanding — one that goes beyond the labels of “anxious,” “too sensitive,” “depressed,” “angry,” or “grieving.”
Those emotions that keep resurfacing are now reappearing because they’re asking to be alchemized — to help you release the old “small self” tendencies so you can embody your Sacred Self with more truth, compassion, and power than ever before.
This embodied love knows the darkness as a threshold to more light that is waiting to overflow from within you, despite challenges or hardships you are facing.
It asks for your willingness to meet the feelings, stories, and patterns that still arise… but to see them through your heart, not your ego.
Because this stage of your journey requires a different kind of understanding — one that goes beyond the labels of “anxious,” “too sensitive,” “depressed,” “angry,” or “grieving.”
Those emotions that keep resurfacing are now reappearing because they’re asking to be alchemized — to help you release the old “small self” tendencies so you can embody your Sacred Self with more truth, compassion, and power than ever before.
This embodied love knows the darkness as a threshold to more light that is waiting to overflow from within you, despite challenges or hardships you are facing.
Enter into a deeper relationship with your own inner wisdom
This next phase you’re being guided into isn’t about doing more work — it’s about entering a deeper relationship with your own inner wisdom.
It asks for your willingness to meet the feelings, stories, and patterns that still arise… but to see them through your heart, not your ego.
Because this stage of your journey requires a different kind of understanding — one that goes beyond the labels of “anxious,” “too sensitive,” “depressed,” “angry,” or “grieving.”
Those emotions that keep resurfacing are now reappearing because they’re asking to be alchemized — to help you release the old “small self” tendencies so you can embody your Sacred Self with more truth, compassion, and power than ever before.
This embodied love knows the darkness as a threshold to more light that is waiting to overflow from within you, despite challenges or hardships you are facing.
It asks for your willingness to meet the feelings, stories, and patterns that still arise… but to see them through your heart, not your ego.
Because this stage of your journey requires a different kind of understanding — one that goes beyond the labels of “anxious,” “too sensitive,” “depressed,” “angry,” or “grieving.”
Those emotions that keep resurfacing are now reappearing because they’re asking to be alchemized — to help you release the old “small self” tendencies so you can embody your Sacred Self with more truth, compassion, and power than ever before.
This embodied love knows the darkness as a threshold to more light that is waiting to overflow from within you, despite challenges or hardships you are facing.
Right now, you have found yourself at a choice point -
Are you willing to live your life with Eyes Wide Open?
Not through your physical sight…
but through the spiritual seeing of your heart —
the part of you that already knows your Sacred Self
and has been quietly guiding you toward more truth, more love, and more power.
This is the eye that doesn’t look out at the world for answers… but looks within for direction.
Saying yes to this way of seeing doesn’t just change your path — it changes the one who’s walking it.
the part of you that already knows your Sacred Self
and has been quietly guiding you toward more truth, more love, and more power.
This is the eye that doesn’t look out at the world for answers… but looks within for direction.
Saying yes to this way of seeing doesn’t just change your path — it changes the one who’s walking it.
If you are ready to meet yourself in the dark, with both courage and consciousness, you are invited to
Inside Eyes Wide Open, you’ll step into the
6 Portals of Awakening
The 6 Portals of Awakening is a transformational path designed to help you release the patterns of the small self so you can embody the wisdom, clarity, and power of your Sacred Self.
Each portal meets you exactly where you are… and opens you through the following steps:
Each portal meets you exactly where you are… and opens you through the following steps:
Step 1: The Threefold Breath of Fire: Clearing the Way to Receive
Before entering into each portal, you’ll use the Threefold Breath of Fire to bring yourself back into your divine alignment. This shifts your energy into a receptive state so you can access the clarity and insight waiting for you. This guiding tool is easily accessible and memorable to support you to connect with your deeper inner knowing that goes beyond your mind to truly know thyself.
Step 2: Pattern Disruptor Transmissions — To Remember Your Truth
Every portal begins with a 40-60 minute video transmission designed to disrupt the patterns of the small self and drop you straight into the wisdom of who you really are.
Through these transmissions, the emotions that you’ve felt throughout your life become initiatory gates to descend deeper into your inner knowing. This is where you stop living from old, outdated identities… and start embodying the aliveness you’re here to express.
Delivered in an intimate, podcast-style format, you’ll feel less alone as you pierce through the veil of what once held you back and shift into a new level of clarity, freedom, and inner authority.
Through these transmissions, the emotions that you’ve felt throughout your life become initiatory gates to descend deeper into your inner knowing. This is where you stop living from old, outdated identities… and start embodying the aliveness you’re here to express.
Delivered in an intimate, podcast-style format, you’ll feel less alone as you pierce through the veil of what once held you back and shift into a new level of clarity, freedom, and inner authority.
Step 3: Threshold Reflections — To Access Deeper Love
Transformation doesn’t happen because you “know” something.
It happens because your heart has gained inner knowing that deeply feels the resonance of your Truth.
That’s where the Threshold Reflections come in. After each portal’s transmission, you’ll receive a companion Threshold Reflection Guide (PDF) that moves you out of your head and into your heart’s wisdom. This is where you begin making decisions from love, not fear… and where you reclaim a powerful new sovereignty over how you lead your life.
That’s where the Threshold Reflections come in. After each portal’s transmission, you’ll receive a companion Threshold Reflection Guide (PDF) that moves you out of your head and into your heart’s wisdom. This is where you begin making decisions from love, not fear… and where you reclaim a powerful new sovereignty over how you lead your life.
Step 4: Emotional Empowerment Embodiment Rituals — To Anchor Your Divine Power Into Your Humanity
Each portal ends with a unique 30–60 minute Embodiment Ritual (PDF) designed to help you integrate your empowered emotions, spiritual knowing, and intuitive truth into your physical body..
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These rituals bridge the inner and outer worlds—so your transformation isn’t just something you understand… it becomes something felt in your bones and very being. It’s here that your emotions shift from “something to manage” into sacred guides that anchor your Divine Power into your everyday human experience.
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And just so you know—you don’t have to move through all six portals at once. This journey is designed to meet you in real life, real seasons, real time. You get to trust your own inner timing and let each aspect of each portal unfold when your heart and schedule create the space. Because that’s what someone living with eyes wide open does—they honor their process.
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These rituals bridge the inner and outer worlds—so your transformation isn’t just something you understand… it becomes something felt in your bones and very being. It’s here that your emotions shift from “something to manage” into sacred guides that anchor your Divine Power into your everyday human experience.
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And just so you know—you don’t have to move through all six portals at once. This journey is designed to meet you in real life, real seasons, real time. You get to trust your own inner timing and let each aspect of each portal unfold when your heart and schedule create the space. Because that’s what someone living with eyes wide open does—they honor their process.
💫 Portal 1: When You’re Ready To Live With Eyes Wide Open
Because this isn’t your first round of growth, you are ready for this next level of deepening the love you are through being willing to challenge your mind to awaken from the patterns that limit you. You are answering the call…Don’t Go Back to Sleep.
Because this isn’t your first round of growth, you are ready for this next level of deepening the love you are through being willing to challenge your mind to awaken from the patterns that limit you. You are answering the call…Don’t Go Back to Sleep.
💫 Portal 2 When You’re Ready To Move Through Grief With Eyes Wide Open
The kind of loss that doesn’t get tied up neatly. The kind that changes you. The kind you have to walk through, not around—with your heart broken open to face reality in it’s fullest truth, so you can remember yours.
The kind of loss that doesn’t get tied up neatly. The kind that changes you. The kind you have to walk through, not around—with your heart broken open to face reality in it’s fullest truth, so you can remember yours.
💫 Portal 3 When You’re Ready To Move Through Sensitivity With Eyes Wide Open
When being empathic and aware feels keeps you exhausted, limited, and hiding and you are ready to metabolize your sensitivity to embody more of your innate wisdom and power. This requires being willing to address the shadow side of sensitivity that often includes gaslighting ourselves and others from our true strength.
When being empathic and aware feels keeps you exhausted, limited, and hiding and you are ready to metabolize your sensitivity to embody more of your innate wisdom and power. This requires being willing to address the shadow side of sensitivity that often includes gaslighting ourselves and others from our true strength.
💫 Portal 4 When You’re Ready To Move Through Depression With Eyes Wide Open
As someone who’s done the work but is experiencing a new level of heartbreak and disillusionment, you find yourself struggling to make sense of yourself and life. This disconnection you are feeling is the necessary separation that peels you away from an old way of being so that you can honor and celebrate both your divinity and your humanity.
As someone who’s done the work but is experiencing a new level of heartbreak and disillusionment, you find yourself struggling to make sense of yourself and life. This disconnection you are feeling is the necessary separation that peels you away from an old way of being so that you can honor and celebrate both your divinity and your humanity.
💫Portal 5 When You’re Ready To Move Through Rage With Eyes Wide Open
The anger that’s been simmering beneath the surface—erupting in moments that shock even you. The rage that comes when you know you’re being called to step into more but feel blocked from fully expressing it. When the unfairness of life collides with your unexpressed truth. This is your time to access a greater truth that will set you and your true power free.
The anger that’s been simmering beneath the surface—erupting in moments that shock even you. The rage that comes when you know you’re being called to step into more but feel blocked from fully expressing it. When the unfairness of life collides with your unexpressed truth. This is your time to access a greater truth that will set you and your true power free.
💫Portal 6 When You’re Ready To Move Through Anxiety With Eyes Wide Open
When your nervous system is screaming and all your regulation techniques suddenly feel useless—and you’re left wondering what’s wrong with you because you still can’t seem to find solid ground. There’s a deeper power waiting for you to reclaim that will make you unshakable.
When your nervous system is screaming and all your regulation techniques suddenly feel useless—and you’re left wondering what’s wrong with you because you still can’t seem to find solid ground. There’s a deeper power waiting for you to reclaim that will make you unshakable.
BONUSES
Emotional Embodiment Reprogramming Journeys:
Guided meditative journeys to gain understanding from a feminine, empowered framework that deepens your body’s ability to holistically process and emotionally alchemize the following feeling states:
Impatience:For those who struggle with “Why hasn’t this happened already?”
Pressure:
For those who feel the constant inner push to do more and get it all done.
Jealous:
When you just can’t help but feel like someone’s got it better than you.
Empowered Embodiment Practices:
Short holistic exercises to support you to quickly realign back to your Truth, Love, and Power in order that your human self remembers your divine self.
Honoring Uncertainty
Honoring the Descent
Honoring Your Soul’s Blueprint
Honoring Your Heart’s Inner Knowing
Honoring Uncertainty
Honoring the Descent
Honoring Your Soul’s Blueprint
Honoring Your Heart’s Inner Knowing
The insight you are being offered is one that can’t be learned, not even trained. It must be lived.
Now, you are standing at the doorway of a paradigm shift that has the power to liberate you from old patterns and expand your heart into a deeper relationship with your Truth.
You can begin Living with Eyes Wide Open today for only $222
Inside, you’ll receive lifetime access to the
6 Portals of Awakening —
a transformational path you can return to again and again
as you deepen into your truth, reclaim your love,
and embody the power that’s always been within you.
You can begin Living with Eyes Wide Open today for only $222
Inside, you’ll receive lifetime access to the
6 Portals of Awakening —
a transformational path you can return to again and again
as you deepen into your truth, reclaim your love,
and embody the power that’s always been within you.
This Is For You If:
- You’ve already done significant therapy, healing work, or spiritual practice
- The tools that once worked for you—therapy techniques, spiritual practices, or both—aren’t working the same way anymore
- You feel lost, stuck, numb, or uncertain despite having done “all the right things”
- You’re ready to take full responsibility for your inner landscape
- You want guidance that respects your wisdom, your journey, and your capacity to hold complexity
This Is NOT For You If:
- You’re new to inner work or just beginning therapy or spiritual exploration
- You’re looking for someone to fix you or give you the answers
- You want surface-level strategies or feel-good platitudes
- You’re not willing to feel what’s resurfacing—even when it’s uncomfortable, confusing, or doesn’t make logical sense
Hi, I’m Michelle
You already know this work isn’t about adding more tools to your toolbox. It’s about learning to trust yourself at a depth you haven’t accessed yet—where the psychological meets the spiritual, and you finally stop splitting yourself in two.
As a psychotherapist and priestess, I’ve integrated both worlds to provide the deeper understanding I wish I had during my own sacred descent. For over two decades, I’ve helped thousands shift their most painful feelings into their greatest allies by aligning emotional energy with mind, body, and spirit. This integration has been the key to helping people who felt permanently stuck finally move forward.
This work isn’t for everyone, and that’s by design. But if you’ve read this far, some part of you already knows whether it’s for you.
Trust that knowing.
Hi, I’m Michelle
You already know this work isn’t about adding more tools to your toolbox. It’s about learning to trust yourself at a depth you haven’t accessed yet—where the psychological meets the spiritual, and you finally stop splitting yourself in two.
As a psychotherapist and priestess, I’ve integrated both worlds to provide the deeper understanding I wish I had during my own sacred descent. For over two decades, I’ve helped thousands shift their most painful feelings into their greatest allies by aligning emotional energy with mind, body, and spirit. This integration has been the key to helping people who felt permanently stuck finally move forward.
This work isn’t for everyone, and that’s by design. But if you’ve read this far, some part of you already knows whether it’s for you.
Trust that knowing.